Today i go for ceremony for my dad,
feel like sad when every time see his name on the board of
dead people does, my tears will flow on my face,
but i had to control to not let my mom no it,
life is miracle, when God wan u go, u can not say NO,
u have to left all your beloved ones,
First is my dad, now is my grandpa turns,
I really feel very very sad,
I cant do anything except to accompany him while he still beside me now,
I really cant accept this reality..
why every one that i do love and care leave me behind?
Although people say dead maybe is a good thing for those people to go heaven,
but for me dead is the tough things that for those people who love and care for the decease,
u cant stay beside him forever except when the day your turn to meet him.
many things happen and now i can say that nothing is more important than family,
family is just like our important organ, if u dun appreciate what u got, u will easily lost them.